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not that anyone cares, but i'm switching journals.
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LYKKKE ADD MEZ OKKKKAYZ@!!!!!!11
no, but seriously do because i love you.
<3
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WHOA NOW. i am a very bad girl. i haven't updated in jesus only knows how long. BAD ALLY.
let's see what's been going on...I WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING. surprise surprise right? well actually;
we got a christmas tree. it's the most hideous tree i have ever laid eyes upon. no amount of popcorn strings or old elementary school made christmas ornaments will make it look any better. it has random chunks missing from the sides. it's pathetically abnormal, so i guess it fits our family quite perfectly.
my brother is sick. the lucky bitch got to stay home from school for two days. man, being sick rules. i mean first off you get someone waiting on you hand in foot. second you don't have to do any chores. third you get to miss school to stay at home to do my two favorite things. sleep &watch the price is right. bob barker is my california dreamboat. ohh, what i would give to be a bob barker's beauty. ::sigh::
thridly, which is not a word, i have become addicted to something &this something has kept me from updating in my journal all this time. it's so awful. curse me. i'm addicted to--drum roll please...ONLINE SHOPPING. holy moley i have so much online stuff i want it's insane.
next, let's see. well i made another skirt. it's from a pillowcase, i really wish i could post pictures of it. :( just wait until after christmas--wink wink, nudge nudge. YES OK I CONFESS, i looked at all of my christmas gifts. goddamnit i'm going to h-e-double hockey sticks.
ARGH. christmas break is so close i can taste it. i really can't wait. !@#$%^&*
i've been so bored lately. tonight at dinner i convinced my brother after twenty minutes that samon isn't really a fish. i ♥ gullibility. i live for it. :)
oh yah. something tragic happened today. ::tear::
...anthony cut his shag. !!!it's horrible &sad i know. don't tell me, tell him.
i found my alanis morrisette CD i lost last year &i was totally crushed. it was in a christmas album case; stupid christmas. so now that i found it i'm listening to it non-stop. much love to alanis because she makes me happy ♥
WELP, i'm back to my online shopping with all this imaginary moola i've gots.
i'll catch you dirty sluts later ;)
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life is like the economy if you think about it. stocks always raises higher &higher until it hits a point. it hits it point &then crashes. the trick to the stock market is to know when to get out before it crashes. after it crashes it can only get better, this is like life. in life you can get happier &happier. then one day it's gone. nothing will last forever. nothing.
so according to this analogy the key to happiness must be to know when to get out of something. it's a gamble. it's choice. it's a double sided knife. if you allow yourself to be happy then you know that it will lead to letdown somewhere down the road. if you don't let yourself be happy then you'll never get hurt but you'll never feel so amazingly great. so end the end...is it all worth it? is it really worth feeling so shitty &lonely afterwords? i don't know sometimes. i mean but when you're happy it's so great. &that's why it hurts so bad when you loose something. i mean, the more you love something the harder it's going to hit you when you no longer have it. why is life like this? it just doesn't make sense sometimes all the time.
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